Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Leave if you want to leave !!! poem

 











    How difficult when you cry without tears and how hard to fall in love with a lot of fears
When happiness is nothing but illusion everything in life seem the same
I won't leave with no return
how hard to speak without your voice and how difficult when the light darkness is what you see
you feel happiness is faraway unreachable dream I am alone lost with hard time from a hurting dream
                                    Leave if you want to leave!!!

     I said I love you and I mean my words Today I say to you that it was my decision to be for you
I will wait despite my burned heart if you are not my destiny you will be my choice
If I forget my name I will not forgot your tears cry melted from your eyes tears
The time will be wasted and I will not betray your covenant even if you can't over come the suffering and the shame !!
                                  Leave if you want to leave. 
     I won't explain the love in my heart to you My heart will be patient for the sadness of sadness-es
I learned in your absence how to deal with suffering I learned in your absence how to hide my weakness
                                Leave if you want to leave. 
     To me you are like frolicsome twilight you hang around the whole ways of departure
Like a wounded sparrowhawk you traveled with no pavement of peace...
Assassinate all forms of connection and thunder with reminiscence
Oh my love
                             Leave if you want to leave.
     every time I remembered and called you the cry weeped  for hearing me crying
and every time I looked at you the memories destroyed my entire entity And the nostalgia made a short cut straight to my heart
And the trailer of memories returned to tear the cuts of my aches
Tell me my love ? what if tears streamed down ! down on the cheeks who would clear those tears out ?                             Leave if you want to leave.
     Tell me ? what if the phantom of breakdown chased me behind the whole way of loss ?
Where shall I find shelter ? and where the end will be ?
Tell me what if the birds left my sky.. heading to the skyline of ruins ..?
Who would bring the singing of Bulbuls again?
                              Leave if you want to leave. 
     How can I draw a way of eternal bestowal  .... without your hand that support mine ! if it ever stumbled with demise ?
Tell me who would draw me of the detail of his features: for me to see the truth after the vanishing of mirage ?
                               Leave if you want to leave.       
Who would bring me back prudence after being foolish .
.... for my sake ..listen to my speech as it comes in one tone, a symphony of remembrance that I made you own !!!
And don't ask me if I miss you and miss being with you instead, Look between the line of your hands you will find me a prisoner fighting between my destiny and my choice !
Breath deeply ! you will find me as a very little atom fighting its parallels to find its way to you
Close your eyes !my phantom won't vanish from your fantasy !!
                               Leave if you want to leave.
    When I run away from the world none sense to you... touch the air you'd definitely feel my present
I am part of your entity I am some of you, I am entirely you, I am you !!
Gather my dispersion ! and sprinkle it on the layers of substantial pain if you decided to leave !
light up the night lamp in the daylight hours as the day light won't look like normal day no longer in the eyes.
     Cover me with the garment of remembrance as the cold will then breach of warmth and break up the ribs of nostalgia !! Leave if you want to leave... But let your departure be to the land of reunion not the land of neglect and lose !!
Be a home to me as I am orphan with no home, homeless drizzle with pain, I am a wound  !!
I am a wound with the feature of a human ! so be to me The way being homes feels like



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